Wow... that went by fast!
I have quit "dating." Not like I was doing much of that anyway. I never did officially end it w/ the midget. I just stopped answering his text and he finally got the message. I guess I just got my hopes up that the grass was greener on the other side. Its not. All men suck and you have to deal w/ crap from all of them. If its not one thing its another. I have decided (for now) that I prefer the company of someone who I know. No surprises outta this one. Fat Guy loves me and treats me amazingly. No he cant support me. He does alot of stupid crap. But hes working on it. I'm 28 almost 29 and I am ready to be settled. I wanna buy a house (or rent or something, I hate apartments). I'm ready to be a mommy. I just hope that 10 years from now we arent divorced. Or hate each other. I dont wanna waste my time.
One of our major struggles is money. I was fed up w/ being broke and technically we make $1000 more a month then our bills, but have been in this hole for EVER! So we sat down and put on paper a course of action. We are into week 3 and are doing well. I can see the light at the end of the tunnel. And once we get there that might be all we needed to save this marriage. Financial problems are the #1 reason for fighting in couples. Probably causes alot of divorce too.
Finally!! It's only been a MONTH!
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