Thursday, April 7, 2011

How to Break a Heart

With all the guys who have been too aggressive and rude, all the ones who pushed sex and wanted to jump in the sack right away, I had no problem telling them to get a life and stay away from me. I dont feel bad. Even guys who weren't that pushy but I just didn't feel a connection with. I sent them a nice and polite message to beat it. But how do you tell someone, who really seems to be looking for a relationship with you, that you just arent interested. I mean, technically he did lie to me so I could be like uh deal breaker you midget you. I would never. I am not a mean person.
Sigh...I dont wanna do this but I also hate to lead him on longer and longer. I guess I am going to have to just biite the bullet and tell him. But in what form? I'd prefer to just email him and then change my number, lol.
Ugh. Ask me how this goes in a couple days.

The life of a Fat Girl can be kinda rough sometimes. I am currently dealing w/ a bunch of medical things. Not really anything wrong w/ me just trying to get the bugs out. I have a pelvic ultrasound tomorrow. I am nervous and not looking forward to having to go in w/ a full bladder and have them purposely press on my bladder while doing the external ultrasound. After this I get to find out if I need to have a biopsy done, oh the thrills of being a woman.
Pout.

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