Hello to Me

I love to blog. I love that I can blog at work. Otherwise I'd never do it. It helps me clear my head and a stress relief. A place to vent.

A quick little about me. I'm 28 and in a "Its Complicated" relationship. Not to get into it too much in the first post but I told my husband I wanted to separate in Dec of 2010. We agreed to stay together thru the holidays. I then gave him until the end of Feb to get a place of his own, during that time, he made ZERO attempt to find a place so I decided I would leave. I made attempts, I looked into places. Then he said he wasn't sure he could afford to keep the apt. So we went back to him leaving. We determined he needed to tell his parents what was going on so they (him and them) could figure out what would be best for him. Now going into April we got behind on bills (I missed work bc of medical reasons) so I need him to stay for another month or so, so we can get caught up.
Phew.
I am dating. I am fat. I am "single" for the first time in 10 years, 9 months, and 21 days. And dating as a fat woman for the first time in 10 years as an adult. OMG. What have I got myself into!!??! The dating world is insane. Ludicrous. Men (and women, I guess) want everything instantly. Sex first. Then maybe we'll date. I have men coming to me and the first words outta their mouths are would you F me? Uh... Maybe, but not for like 3 months. LOL And that's the thing, its not like I am saving my self, or even have a God forbid 3 date rule, but if you take me to dinner (bowling, bingo, hell anything) and we connect, I'm sure you will get to my girly bits sooner rather then later. Golly G.
Rant over. I'll be back.
<3 Fat Girl